the terrible historian~

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Dear V~
8/7/11
I am thinking about reverting to the original spelling of my name. Just to mix it up, he he he.
Must google the numerology and see what is up.

BTW: MRG is up and running. Ugh. So far so good though! Oddly, Jack and I are on some awesome wavelength right now too.

PS: I am thinking about my hair a lot~

(looking for a tag line)
Victorya

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Dear V~ Aug 8th, 2011

Man did my hair ever look good today! I sure love having it washed & styled by someone else. No wonder Grama's used to do it back in the day!
(Thanks Master Jen & Mallory)

Thankfully, I have the next few days off. I need them. I need to get some sunshine & exercise.
I would like to go and fetch a couple of more goddesses for my necklace... maybe.

I cannot help but wonder why, some people just won't warm up to you, no matter how kind you are towards them.
It sure makes a case for vibrations eh?

So Ms V... what exactly do you plan to do with yourself in the coming new cycle. Year 1 starts in Jan. It is a good time to may a foundation.

I always feel like I am suppose to be doing something else. But I have no idea what.

Gonna do some soul searchin' for sure.


Voices Carry~
Victorya Victoria Vicki ???

Oh...BTW.
I recently heard we all have our own name, given to us from the beginning.
I am trying to recall what mine is.

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Dear V,

Was shopping fun today or what?
I am so thrilled about the "light sweater" we found for San Diego. It is perfect.
Going back to World Market tomorrow. I was over charged for the rainbow tea lights I just adore from there.
It is getting time for me to fire the place up for fall!

Gosh, I need to remember the Scentsy Open House tomorrow from 1-6.
Note to self :)

It was also really lovely to chat with Rachel for a good while on the phone this morning too.
I love it so much when she calls. I miss her terribly.
It sucks living so far away from my only favorite daughter I have left. I love her so much.... I can't get
enough of her love! lol

Oh. Did a good deed today. I thanked Marianne for giving me the opportunity for me to feel good about myself..ha ha ha~ I picked her up from the airport. She was in Denver to teach for BB, and said the art was odd there. Not just at the airport, but in the burbs also.

I finished off my chakra goddess necklace... for the most part anyways. It looks great and I am liking the earth tone rainbow. I think I will google their meanings again or something.

Talk to you later.

Voices Carry~
V~

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Dear V~

WOW... you are up and moving early this morning!

Feeling pretty good I see...lol
(thanks Marianne)

So I am dinking around online. Looking for something interesting. I feel great today.
I am doing my best to light my little corner of the world. It sure is crazy out there!!

Did I tell you I finished my goddess necklace? I am so going to clean it today. It rocks the chakras man!!

So today I am going to do some housekeeping. It is already tossed since Cat & the kids left last Thurs.
Won't take much. Then on to something else.

Perhaps I will speak to you later today? lol

Voices Carry~
V~

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Dear V~

Don't worry about not winning the lottery last night. Your turn will come. Just keep dreamin'...

So
I got new nails on again. I love to do the new gel polishes, but for
me, acrylic works the best. I need the heroics & the strength. I did
them in pyrite glitter & painted them a fine grained orchid. Do
they ever look cool!

I did Darre's hair back to brown today too.
Man does it ever look better! Next time I do it I want to go more
reddish brown. The golden brown worked with the gold we were covering...
but now it needs a bump of red like her natural highlights.

I
was thinking about Stacy today. And what a shitty way she ended my year
long job with her. She was screaming & swearing at the top pf her
lungs. I wonder how she is doing.

Did I mention PIP is preggers
again? I do not know if she has be fertilized on this batch either. I
need to call Christian and see if there is a way to find out?


Rachel
has been checking in more often. Man do I love that! I miss her
terribly. I am so excited.....5 more weeks and we will be together for
her wedding!!!

I am thinking about working for BBW for the Holy
Days. I kinda miss that place.... but then again. I can always just be a
customer. My favortie vanilla fragrance will be out in Oct. I only have
one more bottle to my name left.
Gots to stock up for the year.

Oh...
I went to Venetta's open house for Scentsy. But that was yesterday. Did
I mention it? I ordered 4 flavors. Sugar Cookie, Luna & Blueberry
Cheesecake. I also ordered a travel tin with Hemingway as a smell. I
want to seal the wedding in my olafactories. I should get one for Ray
Ray too...
Luna smells awesome. I can't even describe it. Same with Hemingway... only more manly I guess you could say.

Speaking
of manly. I sure love St Jack. Things are going great for us as a
couple. And our finances are on the mend also! I am sure grateful we are
both working again. (a shout out here to the divine plan)

Well,
that is about it todayl It is still so muggy here in the Valley of the
Sun. I am sure look9iing forward to the cool down. At nights a least
would be very welcome at this point.

I showed D my light sweater for the wedding... just in case :)

Voices Carry~
V~

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Dear V~

On a more serious note: It is wonderful to see you back at the banqet table.
Gnosic Jesus invited me!

More later...got to get ready to work :)

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Dear V~
8/31/11

What a week eh?
Keyword: Triggered!!


I have been having very vivid and emotionally charged dreams.
Must be working some stuff out man!
Lol

We leave for Rachel's wedding in SD in 2 weeks! Whoooooo Hooooo!!!!

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Dear V~
8/something/11

OMG! I hate it when I lose a whole bunch of typing. Gad zooks it is frustrating.

Ok... so about the darkmares...lol
I have been having clearing dreams that are super emotionally charged.
All kinds of emotions from deep within are coming up. It feels pretty good, save for all the screaming & crying!

However... the 2 lucids I had with Sammy Hagar and Wife were pretty cool.
What a nice couple....

Other than that. I have been laying low this weekend. Just lazing around and catching up online.
I even got to the KoK & Bull early today!
I just LOVE those guys

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Anxiety had set in.
I am fretting over the family getting together for my daughter's wedding, as that is always a stressful time for me.

I was coached by Master Jen today in an profound and meaningful way, which was later backed up by my sister Darre'.

I am processing through it and will have myself cleansed before we leave Arizona.
Can't wait to see my daughter bride and legally obtain my son!!!

Still have so much t do... we have been waiting for 2 years since the engagement and then all of a sudden, it is upon us.
It is going to be such a wonderful time. Really healing and wonderful!
I proclaim it!!!

List of stuff to do: glass marbles/vase?
shellac for Rachel
shoes?
repack
don't forget silverware or Cabo Wabo

whoa...

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Sheesh. This green text has to goi!

I am not a happy camper at the moment.
Too long to get into however; suffice to
say, my sister went off on me today .
I think it had something to do with me describing her as high
maintenance earlier this morning, lol

Oh well. It is what it is~

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Gad zooks V!!
You must keep up with your self!
Stardate: Oct 19th~

Holy crap I should have been writing things down.
I have been having darkmares & nighttime ah-ha's.
Been asking TPTB to help me fulfill my mission.
(note to self, need a mission statement)
Been feeling like I am not in lock step somewhere.
Not job, and not Jack even
Just a bleh~
Coupled with continueous thanks for where I am in the now.
Waiting on miracles faithfully while learning to create again myself.
I think I had writer's block that came unstuck like an unblocked ear?

Anyhoo.
I know who my Muse is Catryn!
lol

I am almost 24 hours intocreatively cooperative mind set.
This could be loads of fun!


( this is happening at the same time Darre' is dating :)

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I am simmering. My bestie stole my idea and buddied up with someone else to elaborate on it! Now I am a little pissy pot pie! Grrrrr

Oh well... That kinda stuff just kicks me into start~

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OMG!!! I am going to be a Gran-ma-ma!!!
I seriously have to do something with my life t impress this guy!
I wish we could call him Foster... since I caught their vibe and all about the time she got pregnant... oh well, Mason is a great name too if they go that way!

I am sorry I am not keeping up on my writings. I am without service at the moment. I am wanting a new device in the worst way so I can get back to my favorite past time~

http://polishthepeople.com is up. More of a web page than a website, but it is active at least.
Feeling the itch to redesign a new full blown site :)
I have to find my blogs. I think I have4 started several over the years...lol

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[b]Hello _Jemma!
I am so loving my new username...lol

Anyway. Sprang my ankle again! But Darre' took icy good care of me.
I am floored on how much ice helps!!!
Wow!

Anyway. Got 16 yrs in with St Jack now. Feel on our anniversary and missed having dinner with my mom-in-law. Kinda messed up all the plans.

We got a down comforter for our bed from my Mum for Yule!!! Got sheets and a duvet for ourselves for the Ann. Slept in the most fabulous fashion last night. So incredible!!

I have more but typing on blkbrry is not as much fun

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